Farewell

Goodbye May
You have been good to me
This is the month where I made new friends
This is the month I grew older
This is the month that changed me from a student to a graduand of RP
though I still wish I was with all of my friends. Sigh.
This is the month where things starts to get better in every way
Thank you so much.

LOVES

I wouldn't mind

Forever is a long, long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile.

LOVES

It's never too late.

 I cannot say how proud I am of myself
Despite all the setbacks and dissapointment
Hey look, I did it
I graduated
With a reasonable GPA
Together with my parents and best friends and boyfriend
What more could I ask for?
I am greatly humbled and thank you so much for being there
It mean so much to me

A note to my past self,

You are amazing
You tried to bring yourself down alot of times
Coz you're scared
But each time, you pulled through
You thought nothing good ever happens to you
You never know what to expect
You never did
There are times where you would just break down and cry
But, honey, just let it be
Those tears made you stronger
You'll find yourself unable to sleep on some nights
You'll have a terrible eyebag in the morning
Sometimes, you'll fall asleep in class
But nobody ever caught you
Coz you're a genius in hiding it
The classes you get,
The friends you meet,
Cherish them
They define who you are
At the end of the tunnel,
There is always a light
Have faith in yourself
For you know you're a strong girl
Take it in slowly

Sincerely,
Your present self.

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Mother's Day

She used to be my enemy and never letting me be free

Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be

Every other day I crossed the line

I didn't mean to be so bad

I never thought you would become a friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why

Why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes

All that you did was love

Mama I love you, Mama I care

Mama I love you, Mama my friend

You're my friend 

I didn't want to hear it then but

I'm not ashamed to say it now,

Every little thing you said and did was right for me

I had a lot of time to think about

About the way I used to be

Never had a sense of my responsibility

I'm loving you

You loving me
Our love that's true so true

What I want?

All I want is to just cuddle up in your arms
and we'll watch cheesy and crappy movies together
and  we will laugh at them together
I want to plan things with you
things we'll never do
but somehow just planning them with you is fine by me
I want to talk to you about everything and anything
I want to make jokes that aren't funny
but we'll laugh at it anyway

I just want to fall in love with you over and over again.

LOVES

This

 Hey look,
It's already the month of May
 Wow
Things seems to move pretty fast
So fast that I want time to just slow down a little and let me rest
Just rest my mind and relax my body
Just let me have some time to look back at all the things I've accomplished thus far

LOVES

Do I remember?

You think I dont remember how you stutter
You think I dont remember how you react when we took the same lift that day
You think I dont remember how you were surprised when I added you on facebook
You think I dont remember how you think I've got brothers when you look at my pictures
You think I dont remember how our first conversation start
You think I dont remember how we would chat through msn
You think I dont remember how we finally talk when you asked for bubble tea
You think I dont remember what David told you in the lift
You think I dont remember how we had our first meal after school together
You think I dont remember how there are moths around us
You think I dont remember how we create alphabets with our fingers
You think I dont remember how I had butterflies and wishing weekends would be over quickly
You think I dont remember how you took my phone I drew 'I like you'
You think I dont remember how you first said 'I love you'
You think I dont remember how it all started?

It started with two strangers
Two strangers that are too shy to even look at each other when their friends are teasing them
Strangers that would secretly smile when they saw each other
Strangers that finally took up the courage to say Hello
And that, my dear, is how you and I started =)

LOVES

That's what Smith said

Skinny = anorexic ,
thick = obese ,
virgin = too good ,
non-virgin = slut ,
friendly = fake ,
quiet = rude.
You can never please society.

LOVES

Tell me

Why am I always missing out on everything?

LOVES

Emptyness

How should I start

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