I have never felt lonelier in my life.
This phase I'm going thru is really tough.
And the bad part is, Its staying for good!
=(
She will be gone.
I'll loose her.
She has been with me since God Knows when.
She'll be moving on
This few weeks, things hit me differently
Everything I go thru, I had to deal it alone.
Without her help.
Each time she talk to me,
It will be nothing else but about her Groom-to-be
I wanted to talk to her like my usual self
I miss that
I didnt get to talk to her like I used to
I feel like there's a barrier between me and her now
I feel so strange standing next to her
Its like she's outgrown me!
She will be talking about her wedding day ON AND ON
Sometimes... it makes me sick
yea... i know.
I should not feel like this
But, that is exactly how I feel.
Haixxxx.... I dont even know what I'm feeling now.
Up or Down?! This really sucks.
I miss her so much
I miss the time I spend at her house
Just being OURSELVES
Goofing around
Spoiling public property. lol!
Those were the days that will never repeat.
WILL NEVER!
She will be leaving me in a few weeks time.
I'll be long forgotten by her.
Weeping my day away,
NurMe
