Tuesday, July 28, 2009

When do we first talk?
I can’t remember
When do we first fight?
I can’t recall
When do we first laugh?
I can’t reflect back

But I do remember one thing
When I first cry,
You’re the shoulder I lean on to
That is when I realise
You are a friend I can’t replace

Picking me up whenever I fall
Staying by me when I’m weak
Pull me up when I give up
You’re someone too precious too loose

Going home together since we are 6
Going out together for the first time
I could never forget that
A friend like you is one in a million

This may be simple
This may be easy
But the word I’m about to say
Is what I truly want to say
You are someone who believes in me
When I have ceased to believe in myself.

I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND!

Monday, July 27, 2009

I have never felt lonelier in my life.
This phase I'm going thru is really tough.
And the bad part is, Its staying for good!
=(
She will be gone.
I'll loose her.
She has been with me since God Knows when.
She'll be moving on

This few weeks, things hit me differently
Everything I go thru, I had to deal it alone.
Without her help.

Each time she talk to me,
It will be nothing else but about her Groom-to-be
I wanted to talk to her like my usual self
I miss that
I didnt get to talk to her like I used to
I feel like there's a barrier between me and her now
I feel so strange standing next to her
Its like she's outgrown me!

She will be talking about her wedding day ON AND ON
Sometimes... it makes me sick
yea... i know.
I should not feel like this
But, that is exactly how I feel.

Haixxxx.... I dont even know what I'm feeling now.
Up or Down?! This really sucks.

I miss her so much
I miss the time I spend at her house
Just being OURSELVES
Goofing around
Spoiling public property. lol!
Those were the days that will never repeat.
WILL NEVER!

She will be leaving me in a few weeks time.
I'll be long forgotten by her.

Weeping my day away,
NurMe

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Hey Blople!!!
I was down with a fever last few days.
And the highest temperature was 39.2!!!
OMG!!!
I was HOT!
literally.. hahaha
But I'm Ok now.
Temperature this morning was 37.5
That is normal right?
I do have slight asthma now.
But I can handle it.
Its not like I'm not use to this..

More updates soon!!