Tell me when was the last time I feel this scared?
NEVER before
I never feel this way in my life
I can't do anything
I feel weak
I feel like the earth could just open up and eat me
Anytime
And I hope so
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I don't want this to happened
But it continued
Just when I thought it's over
It starts all over again
I want to get out of here as soon as possible
I'd rather let them know of my results
Than what is happening right now
I don't mind telling them my results
At all
But letting them know the truth now,
It kills me
In fact, I'll die
I won't be living anymore
Everything will just stop here
And I'll be gone
This mistake I made
Is a mistake that noone shall commit
I promise with all my life
It will never happen again
I don't want to face this
It's too painful for me
I don't know how long this could last
As long as I can cover it up
I will
But if its too deep for me
I won't be able to
And that's the end
Everything will burst out
I'm scared.
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